Reflecting is another difficult necessity of life. I know how something happened, sometimes I’ll know why it happened, but why do I have to look back and then write about it? I guess it helps me become a better person and learn from what I've done. I would love to make some comments on my last year at SMPN 5 Yogyakarta.
This year was crazy and strange and different, took infinite getting used to, seemed like a foreign world for awhile, but I wouldn't change it for the world. I've grown up so much in the past year, and I can't think of a better place to do it. Pawitikra was definitely amazing, and I had a lot of fun there. I've met so many amazing people this year, and I can’t imagine life without them now. I also love my friends, both the new ones I’ve made this year and the old ones. DESI (BFF since elementary school), DINDA (you made me more talkative), FIRA (one word, All Time Low rocks!)
In the beginning I thought not knowing everyone at your school would be terrifying and would make you a social outcast, but I think my past self was being a little melodramatic because I was totally wrong. I’ve done so many amazing things this year and achieved more than I thought possible! My greatest achievement this year would have to be the improvement in my design graphic skill and more talkative, or so I think. It may not show in every assignment I do, but even outside of school, when I look at my frivolous sort of works, the quality has improved hugely. On the opposite end of the spectrum, my greatest struggle was to keep myself working hard on everything I do. I’m a HUGE procrastinator, heck, I’m doing it on this very assignment, but I’m already pushing myself to work on time management. I tend to put everything off until the last minute, whether it’s studying for that final tomorrow or finally getting up off my butt and working out like I know I should. I’m still working on starting to get things done early, but I think I’m starting to improve. This is one of the reasons I’m looking forward to next year; getting to grow even more. I’m looking forward to next year simply because I have no idea what’s going to happen at this point. I’ve always been fairly certain of my future, and now I have no idea. The thing is I’m learning that not knowing exactly what is going to happen is okay, as long as you are willing to take on whatever comes your way.
I look forward to discovering more of myself and who I want to be next year. I’ll be at a true high school, which is both nerve-wracking and exciting. I'm excited to see how I’ll turn out. I know that some people might be worried about what'll happen, but I know I have a good head on my shoulders, so everything will be just fine.
*about two seconds later*WHO AM I KIDDING MY LIFE’S GONNA SUCK WITHOUT YOU GUYS WITH ME!! *sobbing uncontrollably*Omygosh I don’t want everything to end! I’m so excited for high school and whatever but I’m going to miss everybody and I just afkjsebfkdbgbdskjghbg…
